Something happened about six months ago in my life, and I
knew, when it happened, that I would be preaching about it at Christmas. I don’t normally plan out my homilies six
months in advance, but I knew in that moment that I would be talking about it
today
To set the scene a little bit, I’m the oldest of 11
children, and my Mom and Dad have a standing invitation to whomever is around
to come over for Sunday dinner. When
DePauw is in session, I’m not able to make it as I have Sunday night Mass, but
usually in the Summer, if it is a slow Sunday evening, I’ll head over for
dinner.
We have a huge table in my parents’ dining room. My Dad actually made it by hand and he wasn’t
a carpenter or anything, so I still remember when he was out in the yard making
the table. We all gave him hard time…”Dad,
what are you doing, you don’t know how to make a table.” It was kind of like Noah building the ark,
and we were all the people heckling him.
But anyway, it worked, and the table is about 75 feet long, and it has
been around for 20 plus years now. There
is room for everyone, and dinners around the table are a great thing.
So this one particular Sunday night in July we were gathered
for dinner, and around our big table there were a couple of conversations going
on at either end of the table, and I was sitting in the middle just kind of
listening to both conversations. I was
going to offer something if it seemed relevant, but I didn’t feel like I had
anything to add, so I just kind of listened and enjoyed being in the presence
of my family.
So I have 5 nieces and nephews and one of my nieces is also
my goddaughter. Her name is Lucy. She’s about one year old, and she can’t talk
yet, and I am kind of partial here, but I think she’s at least tied for cutest
child in the world. Most of you probably
know some kids that are tied for that award as well.
As I was looking back and forth to both ends of the table,
at one point I noticed my goddaughter Lucy, sitting on her mom’s lap, and she
was just staring at me smiling from ear to ear with a twinkle in her eye. And in that moment I was struck by a lot of
things, and I also recognized, as I thought about it, that, out of my
peripheral vision, she had been staring at me for a minute or so, just waiting
for me to look in her direction. And I
realized in that moment – this is how God looks at me. And I was taken back, in that moment, to
Christmas and the Christ child and the fact that Christ became a baby. Not just a human being who came down on a
chariot, but instead he became a child.
And so Christ looks at me in the same way that Lucy does. Lucy, as awesome as she, is not God. She doesn’t love me as much as Jesus
does. Jesus looks at me in the same way
as Lucy does, if not with a bigger smile and with more love, if that’s
possible.
Last night and this morning, Churches around the world are
overflowing. And I think one of the
reasons for that is that people, when they see the Christ child, they say
themselves, “That is a God that I can get; that’s a God that I understand; that’s
a God that resonates with me; a God that smiles at me as a child, that loves me
and looks on me with that same look.”
The problem is that moving forward, next weekend and so
forth moving forward, the crowds will die out a little bit, and I think one of
the main reasons for that is that we forget that Christ still looks at us this
way ALL THE TIME! When we grow older,
and we hit the terrible twos, and then we become teens, and we get that angst,
and we keep growing, and our hearts harden and we develop this thick skin, and
we change, not always for the better. I
think a lot of people think, ourselves included, that Jesus went through all of
this growth and change too. He grew into
angst and bitterness and became mean. We
think the Jesus changed, so we stop coming to Church. But God does not change. Jesus did grow up and become grumpy or
embittered or hardened. He didn’t grow
into being some sort of disciplinarian who is mad at us. So many of us have the wrong image of God in
our minds, and those wrong images keep us from authentic spiritual encounter,
authentic spiritual growth. Those false
images of Christ keep us from Church, from prayer. They might think of God in an image that I
reference a lot – the P.E. teacher.
Maybe I need to see a counselor about my P.E. Teacher because I use that
image a lot, but I actually had a great p.e. teacher, but anyways…the image of
a person standing over you saying “GIVE ME ONE MORE BEATTITUDE” and “Don’t
forget the 10 commandments!” and “You’re
bad” and “You’re in trouble and you have to go see the dean”…many people think
of God, the Church, and Jesus in that way…they forget that Christ looks on us
as a child…we forget.
We’ve all heard that phrase “May we keep Christmas in our
heart year round” and I think what that means is “remember this Nativity scene
year round”…remember that Jesus looks at us with that same smile that a child
looks at us with. And no matter what we
do, no matter what sins we commit, we can turn from the Christ Child, but He
doesn’t turn from us. We might not
notice the smile of the Christ Child, Jesus looking at us with His infinite
love, but He doesn’t stop. We can commit
sins, we can do things where we can definitively turn away, but God doesn’t do
that. Christ ALWAYS looks at us with the
same smile, hoping to catch our attention, hoping to catch our eye, hoping to
get us to smile back.
Before I looked at Lucy that night, I wasn’t smiling. I wasn’t
in a bad mood, but I wasn’t smiling, but when I caught her eye, it warmed my
heart, and it changed me and I was able to smile too.
So as we think about these things, what I’d like you to do,
in this moment, is just to think of whatever sufferings you might be going
through right now, call to mind the crosses that you are carrying right
now. I’d also like you to call to mind
any teachings of Jesus that you find to be a challenge, any teachings of the
Church that you say “I’m not sure I like that, I’m not sure I agree with that,
I’m not sure I get it.” Instead of thinking
of that coming from a disciplinarian, or from drill instructor or from a P.E.
teacher, I want you to think of it instead being said by the smiling Christ
Child “I’m asking you to carry thins cross, to endure this suffering, to follow
this teaching even though you may not get it, you may not fully understand it.” If we hear it coming from a child, with a big
smile on His face, saying “Trust me I love you” it is so much to follow Him and
to trust
And so we pray that we may be people who keep Christmas year
round, and not just today, that we may help spread that Good News that Jesus
looks on us with the smile of a loving child.
And we pray that we may also bring other people to encounter that same
Jesus.
We pray that what we celebrate today, the prayers, the
Eucharist, everything that we’re here doing, that it may help us keep Christmas
year round, and not just today.
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